Day by day, it seems so simple- I cling to God, and I am sure of my salvation. But how do I know that I won't be stumbling, and falling, next? How do I know I will remain steadfast? With fear and trembling I ask, "Is it I, Lord? Am I next?"
And there's no way to know. All I can do is trust and hope. And pray. Beg that I will not falter, and that grace will keep me strong.
So I come before the throne of grace, terrified, on my knees and cry to God, "Don't let it be me! Don't let me outlive my love for you!"
And I pray, and hope and trust, that I will not fall from grace. As He remains faithful, may I also remain faithful. So help me God.