You know? Just a reason behind the aching, just to know the why of what He's doing when it hurts so.
Doesn't even have to be complete, God, just something to reassure me that You do know what You're doing.
I cried, Jesus, I believe; help my unbelief.
I wanted to know the truth; He said we would know the truth, that it would set us free.
I can't believe it took me this long to realize that I do know the Truth,
because He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.
Truth is a person,
Truth is You,
and so I am already free.
And He whispers,
stop looking for an answer, child.
I am already here.